courts and crashes

I went to KOREA!!!!

2006-12-21T04:40:00.000-08:00

Wooohoooo!!!! i just came back from Korea! hello people...yes.it was a seven day trip to korea...all paid by my aunt..shes so generous.Shes definitely gonna be richly rewarded in heaven..hahaha! i went there wit my family..and extended family. it was lots of fun, i got to try new food such as the bim-bab-something..haha its like a bowl of vegetables that we're supposed to mix with rice and sauce and eat with soup. then theres the BBQ..its like this built-in grill..stuck to the hole in the table..then we can grill pork..and they're pork is damn nice. theres also this side dish called KIMCHI..its yucky!! cold preserved cabbage with lotsa chilli powder...every eatery i go to theres kimchi.!! yucks...
now for the fun part.we saw snow!!! the night before my bro's gf was praying that she'll see snow..cos not everyyear it snows. and the very next morning the whole place was covered in white sugar snow...it was divine. hahaha! and we not only saw snow..we touched it to!!! haha.. it was nice and really cold. next we went straight to the ski shop where we rented our skiing equipment..(check out the pics) and we were given a short skiing lesson. once we were done with the lesson we immediately went up the amatuer slope and started skiing.. it was sooo super fun! my goodness..it was fast! haha.
yeah...we also had a chance to make this really huge snow ball..bigger than a basketball. hahaha..my cousin named it wilson. while we were transporting it down the snowy slope (on a sleigh cos it was too heavy to roll) all the koreans were looking at it and pointing. haha!
okay! so you've seen a jizz of wads it like..so now fuck off! haha..jkjk.hope you enjoyed reading this. bye! cheers! ANGYOHASAYO!( how do you do in korean)

2006-11-27T16:40:00.000-08:00

I've been dying to reach you.but your extension cord couldn't reach that far.
felt better about it each dayas my messages came. i dont noe if it was you or if it was me, but i was waiting patiently. but once again, everything was sadly the same. i guess all i can do now is shut up. just be the kid i am, kick the ball against the wall and chase after it. its just that i was hoping so badly that something would happen. i felt it and i think you did to.anyway, enough of this crappy analysis. I'll just keep myself away from this online crap. and i wouldnt come back. I guess its no big deal anymore. Just so you know, its wad you do to me. your good and it wasnt your fault...Cheers!

2006-11-17T10:32:00.000-08:00

hello again.! basically for the past 2 or so days there has been nothing but crap going on. tmls my parents wedding ann. and we're supposed to do a dance and skit for the dinner. and i found out that im acting as my mom for the skit and i'll need to wear a dress!!! walao eh! haha.. its gonna be soooo damn embarrassing. and my childhood friends gonna be there..Felicity. shes 1 yr older than me and im supposed to entertain her cos my mom put us in the same table..but we havent met in like YEARS??? the last time i saw her she was damn shy...she didnt even want to look at me. haha i dont noe why..but yeah.HAHA
okay right now its 3am in the morning...im stuffing 10dollar notes into red packets.. and im wide awake. haha. and my dad just came in and said.."Ben ah..its 3 o'clock now you noe?..can you go and sleep?"...i dont noe why but i just cant sleep. and if i cant sleep i wont be able to sleep even if my dad tells me to. -.-" hahaha! i guess im just gonna try to? haha. im feeling retarded now. anways bye!

2006-11-14T21:23:00.000-08:00

hey! haha..im posting this way too late to say that i just came back from malaysia cos i came back like 2 days ago... haha. and everyone else posted abt it already.im slow.. well it was con3 camp..damn fun. i miss it already.sobs. hahaha.the first nite i slept at 2am! cos i was directly below the aircon and the stupid blanket so thin like tissue paper like that... anyway the camp was fun.Our grp won some of the games and after the our egg broke! walao! bloody sticks..haha my idea. but all in all it was a fun and memorable camp..
after camp our class went to pizza hut..and guys sitting in my table were laughing like crazy! because of patrick...the civilised gangster. then we went to watch step up. damn cool.
i love my class man..they rock! and i sure hope that we'll have another gathering..bbq or something? or wildwild wet? hahah..anybody?!!

creek sounds

2006-10-26T10:40:00.000-07:00

Hello once again! haha..i've got lots of things to blog about. but its 1.35 am right now and i cant sleep!. so i guess i'll just make it short..okay,sunday i went for carl's gig at gas haus...it was madness..all the bands were playing screamo..and it was FREAKING noisy.the people were morshing like crazy..i mean it looked like sadistic shit. they were just jumping into each other and whacking their way through without looking. oh yes and paul twohill sang for carl's band.so it was pretty cool.
Alrighties! next..monday! the inter class soccer thingy! haha..i managed to score a free kick and i was damn happy! i think i was the first one who shouted when the ball went in and after that i started running and doing some weird dance..hahaa..i guess i was high?overall we came in third and im happy wit that to.
haha..okay next "story"...afew days ago my classmate told me that i look like his friend..i was like wad? oh ok.. but when he told me his friend was a girls! I felt so PISSED and embarrased!
i mean..are you trying to say i look like a girl?!!! WAD?! so that night i decided to see how this girl looked like.. and i managed see her on friendster. and i realised she did look abit like me..just that she had a girly face and i have a guyly face. HAHA...okay i dont wish to blog abt this issue anymore its freaking me out!!! WHY?! WHY must i be borned with a girl look alike?!!!
although she looks pretty cute.HHAHAHA! and im male looking!!!!( forgive me...i need to emphasize that one point. haha)
okay i guess i'll go sleep soon..bye good nite and cheers.

creek sounds

2006-10-20T23:57:00.000-07:00

monday is the big day! its inter-class soccer day. haha. so hopefully my class is gonna do well. just picturing myself walking into the pitch with a bunch of triple-science geeks who never touched a ball before.how great. anyway hope i score..muahahaha!!! tommorrow im going to carl's gig at the gas haus..im not sure whether im gonna enjoy myself cause they're gonna be playing screamo and stuff..but nevertheless going there for a good time with mr. Chadwick rufus!! haha..hopefully i dont see the montfortian jackasses there.
Oh yeash! and by the way..."Portugal is back.And Shorter.Than Me" hhahaaaha..too excited abt that. if you dont know what that means and you wanna know. just ask. haha!
and yes! Exams Are Over! yipee! haha. i just changed the vid again.haha. now its the killers! its a song filled with melodic drama..haha..dont really know wad that means but yeah! got it from MTV.haha!

creek sounds

2006-10-06T01:28:00.000-07:00

IM SO HAPPY!
im turning mad i dont know why.
see you glad i'll touch the sky.
if you keep falling..dont say try
be your winner say do it or die.
i dont know why im writing this.
but if your reading GO TAG!
dont ask why.
i bid you goodbye.
WHAHA!!!

creeksounds

2006-09-10T05:11:00.000-07:00

Hello Once Again! :) haha..i cant believe im posting again,but since manfred said my blog wasnt lively enough i shall do something about it. HAHA. to be honest i never thought my blog would survive for so long..i dont even know whether this is long but yeah..THANKS to the people who are still reading. HAHA. okay...so today i took a jog(after my mom adviced me to do so) since i was just lazing around lying on the couch watching TV and stuff..i never thought i would actually jog my ass but i did! haha..it somehow feels good.but now my leg hurts. oh yes i almost forgot to mention how i hit my elbow along the way.haha until i felt the pain while typing. so i was jogging along the park passing by this bus stop then my elbow hit against the huge ad and i was panting and swearing. and it was that part of the elbow where its hit againts something and you start feeling weird for awhile..so it was quite painful.hahah.
Alrighthies! if you found my post borin dont worry...i finally changed the video! haha. this ones Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional.Was my favourite song for a really long time and i used to sing this to myself all the time.haha! so i decided to put the lyrics so we can sing-along! Woo!

Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep,this air is blessed, you share with me.This night is wild, so calm and dull,these hearts they race from self control.Your legs are smooth as they graze mine,we're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.So won't you kill me, so I die happy.My heart is yours to fill or burst,to break or bury, or wear as jewelry,which ever you prefer.The words are hushed, lets not get busted;just lay entwined here, undiscovered.Safe in here, from all the stupid questions."Hey did you get some?". Man, that is so dumb.Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...so we can get some.My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.So won't you kill me, so I die happy.My heart is yours to fill or burst,to break or bury, or wear as jewelry,which ever you prefer.Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,the dim of the soft lights,the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingersand the time on the clock when we realized it's so lateand this walk that we shared together.The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it,and I let you in.And you stood at your door with your hands on my waistand you kissed me like you meant it.And I knew that you meant it,that you meant it,that you meant it,and I knew,that you meant it,that you meant it.

creek sounds

2006-09-02T05:49:00.000-07:00

Hello People!...lets see. its been months since my last post and im really sorry for those who came to check on my blog and saw no new posts. i've loads of things to blog about today! haha i guess i'll start with a "interesting" one. not exactly interesting,more like freaky! ok, so 2 days ago someone added me on msn. i asked who are you?(it was abt 12am) the person said "I added you on friendster recently" so i started thinking maybe its one of my friends..then i asked again. the person didnt reveal his or her identity..so i started thinking that it could be one of my irritating school friends who wanted to play some idiotic guessing game..so i asked the person "where are you from?" and he said"sg" i was like...wth?! Singapore?Jackass! so i just left the conversation and signed off.. the very next day i came online again and the very secong i came online this person said "hi"....i didnt reply. then he/she asked " are you open minded?"...i sensed something fishy was going on.so i asked him/her " why do you ask?" then the ass asked me back the same question...so i tried to play around also. haha. i asked " wad abt you are you open-minded?" and the next i knew he/she asked me an extremely disghusting question... and i blocked him/her straight away....after that i searched for this person on friendster and it turns out the person is a guy. his acct has no photos...no friends..and he did not add me at all!! i was so f*cking pissed. and i have no idea who this mysterious character is! anyway i chose not to reveal the question cause i think it might be abit...erm.how should i put it? inappropriate?
okay! i shall move along to the next happening..this was much more comforting and meaningful. haha.cut the crap?..ok,today we had this beneficiary activity.. some charitable work.so i woke up at six.went to school.had breakfast(stale macmuffin and soft,not crispy, applepie) which was sponsored by the people's asociation..after that we took a chattered bus to jurong lake where we welcomed mr.SR nathan to start the whole program..next we were transported to this old block of 1-room HDB flats where we were supposed to help senior citizens paint their houses... Donn and myself were instructed to paint this aunty's gate. so we started painting it..a nice beautiful pink gate.haha. while we were painting the aunty was sitting there talking to Donn in dialect and kind of having a conversation with him..she was asking him questions like "am i too talkative?" and my friend just replied her normally..no your not. even though i couldnt understand their dialect i could tell that the aunty was having a wonderful time chatting with him..and lets not forget shes probably 70+? and Donn's 15. HAHA! after completing the gate our supervisor came and inspected the gate and she said we did a wonderful job!.so we were really really happy after that. it kind of gave us a sense of pride in what we were doing..haha! even though painting the gate was extremely hard..because after the first 5 minutes my back started hurting..Hah! and after today i realised that the last thing i wanna be when i grow up is a painter cos it is SOO boring.! haha!. okays back to the story...the supervisor then asked us to go to another house where the ppl there were having a hard time..the moment i stepped infront of the house i got shock! the owner, who looked much older than the last one was wheel chair bounded..and this wasnt any old wheel chair it had a toilet bowl attached to it! haha.she had afew strands of fading white hair which stood up like a mohawk..actually thats not the reason why i got a shocked..the main reason was because this extremely elderly woman was looking at me, straight in the eyes with HUGE,glaring,ageing eyes...i didnt know whether she was scared of me? or whether that was her normal face...either way i felt really sorry for her. cos there were all these kid utilised around her tiny apartment..and many of them(including me) had never painted a house before...and all she could do was watch she did try supervising us but it took us ages to get what she was trying to say because she was so old that she could barely make out any words with her mouth i could tell that she herself gave up trying to comunicate and decided to watch with wide opened eyes.. i saw her trying to wheel herself around the house in her old wheel-toiletbowl...and she could barely move around with that old thing.. she took like five minutes just to move 3metres. when i saw that i felt so sorry for her. then i looked around the house and saw some photos..i came to realised that she had 8 children. looking at her small closet..there was this A4 paper with printed pictures of her adult daughters huging her and cuddling her small sized body..after looking at all of that i wanted to do a great job and make happy. my friend who was painting the ceiling, was careless and a huge drop of paint landed on his eye..then he started feeling the pain and just let go of the long roller paint thingy.and it landed on the poor aunty's leg.i was so worried for her cause all these old ppl...1 small cut and they have to amputate the whole leg.. finally she showed signs of emotion,not wad i wanted to see, pain.. she was like oohhohhoh..then i said "dui bu qi" on behalf of my friend.. but she just shook her head trying to say that it wasnt his fault then she started pushing herself to the fridge..barely even moving. somehow she got there. and she started trying to pull open the fridge door.but she couldnt. so my friends helped her open it and she reached out for her eye droplets...at that time i was so moved by that.
anyway that was what happened today...for those who actually took time to read through...thank you! for those who decided to skip to the last part...you just wasted 45 of my precious minutes...anyways BYE! and tag!

creek sounds

2006-07-07T04:22:00.000-07:00

We WON archbishop cup!!!!!!!!! haha..well i didnt play cos my knees are injured but WE WON! hahaa..i was in JB that weekend it was abt midnight when i smsed my friend,jj, who was all the way in singapore.. as soon as i received the reslults i was jumping like mad! haha all over the hotel room..super happy. and i was espesially proud of the under-12s cos they didnt seem like a team at all..we just had a few trainings and some last minute mental preperation..haha they emmerged second..i was like WAD?! WOOHOO!! haha..

creek sounds

2006-06-20T11:21:00.000-07:00

today I went for SLC..it was fun getting to know ppl of different races and religions.. catholics, christians,muslim,chickens and cockroaches...and there were many fun games and not forgeting we had sushi for lunch in our buffet..hahaa.

creek sounds

2006-06-14T08:17:00.000-07:00

the other day i went to sentosa with my family..it was a family picnic. hahaa. cos its not everyday that we go out as a family..anyway it was drizzeling slighty but we managed to find some shelter..then i played soccer wit my brothers..haha. me(3rd) and the eldest against the second and the forth..hahaaha.it was damn fun.and after each goal we kept telling them "the losers go home" like in that nike commercial. after the game we had some "subway" kinda sandwiches.. hahah..good stuff! then we started skimming.it was damn fun...and i think i made some progress in my skimming. went like a 2m more than i usually go. so it was fun. but we only skimmed for awhile cos this lifeguard had to come and spoil our fun.and theres was this small island across the beach so we decided to hang on a float and paddle our way there..haha somehow the journey there was longer than the journey back..we were like swimming to malaysia or something..hahaha! so overall i had a blast.
oh yeah..and i changed the video..check it out people!.Mas Que Nada by Sergio Mendez and the black eyed peas..this song keeps playing in my head whenever im playing soccer. and by the way i think Will.i.am's wearing tapered pants..hahaaha. enjoy. the tune that makes me wanna play with the ball..

creek sounds

2006-06-10T03:15:00.000-07:00

hahaa..today i fell asleep just to miss tuition. actually i fell asleep cos i was tired la..and i just realised that my long lost chinese tuition teacher cum cousin's hot model girlfriend broke up wit him..sad case. haha..i mean they were like such nice ppl..buying christmas presents for me and my brothers.haha and even though my chinese was close to hopeless she still came to give me tuition.i think she had a distinction for her chinese..and when her tuition lessons became boring i would tell her all sorts of crappy stories.and she would listen to them.. hahaa i dont noe why they had to break la but they did and its sad...hahaha. And Im Still Laughing! i dont noe why..

creek sounds

2006-06-04T10:11:00.000-07:00

came back from camp today..i had fun playing this capture-the-flag game..hahaha! so fun scaring people with the damn water bomb and getting scared myself. i didnt think i could run but once i lost my water bomb i ran like mad all the way back to my base..hahaha! and we had like maggi mee with sausages and egg.haha all in one mess tin..it was over cooked and the noodles was soggy..im sure the sec 1s enjoyed their camp.haha im sure we enjoyed it as well..considering we slept in the air-con room and they didnt.hahaha! and i brought my bro's Ipod. it helped me survive the not so sleepless nights. actually i had loads of fun. haha come to think of it, we even went out at 1.00am to eat at the 24hr coffeeshop just us sec3s and 4s..
one night they were planning to wake everyone up at 3.00am and bluff them we found an underwear in the toilet..and make them do PT if no one owns up whose it was. but we didnt cos we ourselve were damn tired..hahaha.

creek sounds

2006-05-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

so what do you get when you put a few thousand teenage girls with raging hormones under the same roof?...sac? haha. just a crappy joke i read up in some magazine (although the asnwer was made up). i think 8days or something..
anyway the past few days have been a terror. not exactly terror but sooo boring. i've been working with people i honestly cant work with..and we've been preparing for this a camp. i feel like stepping down from the student council thingy cause i find it so pointless..but i cant bear letting all this work go down the drain..haha.
And i realise that nowadays i've been eating and sleeping and eating and sleeping..haha like a pig.and the funny thing is i've been eating and eating and eating and the only thing that seems to be growing is my apetite.haha..
I'll be going for some camp(different one) its at St.Nicks..haha at first we were like woah excited ready..going to st.nicks and all..haha but when we went for the briefing we were like so turned off..haha. by the way Taking back sunday is the greatest band ever! cant wait to go get their latest album..-LOUDER NOW!-I just realised that the bassist of MyChemicalRomance listens to cute without the E everytime hes preparing for concerts and stuff..haha. cool!

creek sounds

2006-05-18T00:11:00.000-07:00

got back all my results..haha it was alright la.i guess.haha managed to pass everything well except for chinese..to hell with chinese! and those damn china people..haha. last night i stayed up to watch the arsenal-barcelona match..my bro and his 2 comando friends were there as well..before the match i was doing some math then i asked his friend.woah my bro's friend is damn smart la..ahaha. and i realised that one of them had this LV wallet.haha..must be fake. guys? LV?..they dont match.haha.so i stayed up to watch the match till the 65th min..then i was too sleepy so i went to bed. i saw the clock and i realised it was 4.45 am.haha. thats why i didnt go school today..too tired.

creek sounds

2006-05-13T04:27:00.000-07:00

soo boring today.haha

creek sounds.

2006-05-10T19:36:00.000-07:00

so today im at home. no school today..maybe im going to buy my new shoes later..haha. i watched M:i3 the other day.haha they didnt say wad the damn rabbit's foot was..Finally the exams are over cant wait to go sentosa.haha my friends managed to book a chalet there..haha Sentosa here we come!haha..actually they wanted to book the aloha thing cause they have a 24hrs streetsoccer court.when i heard abt it i was like WOW..haha just imagine playing soccer at 3am? anyways..the other day at school, i was walking out with my classmate then this sec2 asshole purposely throw a ball at me la..i was like wad the hell? he think he 5cm taller than me he can play around wit me like that? and i didnt even noe who he was la.stupid kid trying to dis me and my friend.haha..Dont Dis me brother!..haha. so i purposely kicked the ball away hoping it would fly super far..haha but it was quite light so the damn ball couldnt fly far..it stoped like 10metres away..haha so i ran to the ball like as if i was fooling around grabbed it and slammed it into the dustbin..then we just walked away.haha..i just cant stand that guy la couldnt help but do wad i did..

haha

2006-05-05T12:04:00.000-07:00

"MakeDamnSure"

You've got this new head filled up with smoke

And I've got my veins all tangled close To those jukebox bars you frequentThey're the safest place to hide

A long night spent with your most obvious weakness

You start shaking at the thought you are everything I want

'Cause you are everything I'm notAnd we lay, we lay together just notToo close,

too close (How close is close enough?)

We lay, we lay together just notToo close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly

Well I trip over everything you say

I just wanna break you down so badlyIn the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit,

it talksIt says, "You, oh, you are so cool."

Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red

You hollow out my hungry eyesYou hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just notToo close, too close (How close is close enough?)

We lay, we lay together just notToo close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badlyWell I trip over everything you say

I just wanna break you down so badlyIn the worst way

I just wanna break you down so badly

Well I trip over everything you sayI just wanna break you down so badly

In the worst way (worst way){I bite my tongue. I take my time and}

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave

No, you won't ever get too far from me

You won't ever get too far from me

I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave

No, you won't ever get too far from me

You won't ever get too far from me

You won't ever get too far from meYou won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly

Well I trip over everything you say

I just wanna break you down so badlyIn the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure I just wanna break you down so badly

I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)In the worst way (worst way)

haaha..i decided to change the video again cause i like this song more than the Falloutboy song. This is called "make Damn Sure" by taking back sunday.haha i was listening to 98.7 when i heard this song being played...and this was like the 5th time i was listening to it..after that i was like Oh Shit thats a damn nice song man..hahaa. so one day im gonna sing this song after removing my braces..haha cause i think this song is like really really nice..haha and in case your wondering the singer doesnt want to break the person.haha earlier on at abt 10pm i was feeling damn tired la and i have no idea why i drop on the bed and my minds awake again and incase you dont noe its 3am..haha Now you know how messed up my timing is..i dont know whether its this insomnia thing or issit just that im too excited abt some present that i'm waiting for..haha Whatever it is I better make sure that i'll have enough sleep for the chem paper on monday..haha anyway its of to the bed for me! Good bye peeps and thanks for reading...

hahaha..

2006-05-04T22:19:00.000-07:00

FALL OUT BOY LYRICS"

A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me""

I confess, I{'m just} messed up dropping "I'm sorry" like you're still around

And I know you dressed up{said} "hey kid you'll never live this down"

And you're just the girl all the boys want to dance with

And I'm just the boy who's had too many chances

I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again,

dreamingShe said, she said, she said,

"Why don't you just drop dead?"

I don't blame you for being you

But you can't blame me for hating it

So say, what are you waiting for?Kiss her, kiss herI set my clocks early

'cause I know I'm always late

Write me off, give up on me Cause darling,

what did you expectI'm just off a lost cause a long shot,

don't even take this betYou can make all the moves,

you can aim all the spotlights

Get all the sighs and the moans just rightI'm sleeping on your folk's porch again,

dreamingShe said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"

I don't blame you for being you

But you can't blame me for hating it

So say, what are you waiting for?Kiss her, kiss her

I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late(always on, always on)

You said you'd keep me honest(always on, always on)

But I won't call you on it(always on, always on)

I don't blame you for being youBut you can't blame me for hating it

So say, what are you waiting for?Kiss her, kiss her

I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

hahaha.nice song? okay the vids abit crazy but i kinda like the song its called "a little less sixteen candles a little more "touch me"" ..anyway in case your wondering the normal people or normal looking vampires are the band and the rest are...i dont know.haha..the rest! Hey People! its my Birthday! haha..and its in the middle of the midyears! After my last paper i'll be going to Carl'sJr to have lunch wit my friends then we'll be catching a movie..haha. Its gonna be DaBomb! haha..jkjk. anyway if you havent seen me online for a while its cause i cant sit for too long or else my back will start to hurt.so right now im kinda standing..hahah. cos my backs abit injured... its a long story. wow..crap man 5 more papers..haha Cant wait for it to be over..and i just realised that Lost is a damn nice show la. it left me wondering last night.haha..i'll definitely catch the next one..Ciao.

hahaa

2006-04-29T09:57:00.000-07:00

haha..nowadays everywhere i go i can see that Pap sign...with their faces.then below theres the workers party one..my friend was pointing at one of their faces then he was like "i'll never vote for that guy" HAHA..the guy had a super high fore head and really thick spects..then my friend wanted to make a poster with our faces on it and go tie it up on some lamp post..haha. crazy..the other ay i went for tuition then i was sooo irritated by these 2 KC girls..they came in then they started talking with slang all.. walao. i cant stand singaporean girls trying to act angmoh. then i was trying to do my work and all of a sudden one of them burst out DUDE!..inside my mind i was thinking shut up lah wad dude? girl where got dude? anyway...haii. haha im soo bored..haha just found this new vid by senses fail its called Buried a Lie..its quite stupid actually..hahaa.

today

2006-04-23T01:37:00.000-07:00

today i've got ntg to blog abt..haha. went to my friend's house for a birthday party.we had swensens ice-cream cake.OreoSwensens IceCreamCake.hahaha..oh yeah had before that, cathclass it was alright..haha.i had fun laughing at john and the other ppl..then we had to go to some void-deck and play afew stupid games..but it was alright.haha..even though the grp that i was in was like last place in the overall..hahah. and i have to serve mass later. crap la.. couldnt find anyone to help me serve. oh well.. hahaa. earlier on me and my friends were sitting in the parish hall..then this person came to sit near us..she was like abit unstable im not trying to be mean or wad la but yeah she was.. then i was abit thirsty so i went to buy a drink then as i was infront of the vending machine i noticed she went and joined my friends..as in sit around the table with them.. then one of my friends went of and the rest started to disperse and she started to smile at me..i was like abit freaked out la..i didnt noe wad to do..and like abit poorthing also if i walked away so i took my time to slowly slot the coins into the machine..but i couldnt get myself to go sit with her all alone..i just didnt noe wad could have happened...wad if she wanted to do some crazy thing with me or something?then my friends came and kind of got me to follow them out of church..after that i was like abit guilty ah cos like i noe that woman has feelings and she went to my friends to talk to them but they just walked of..damn. haii..today's post is pretty boring.. haha.i dont noe maybe its the exams?maybe its the guilt? maybe its that laziness thats telling me not to drag myself to church again..i dont noe.

crap

2006-04-21T07:59:00.000-07:00

so today was a rather boring day...when i tought today was gonna be fun and all i realised that i had to go for some meeting..then the damn meeting ended at like 5pm? i was like wad da hell? hahah..then i took the bus home listening to the radio..and there was this DJ who was asking for love poems and stuff so i decided to send him my lame-ass poem..yes that one! the one abt robot dance. hahaha! i thought it would be kinda nice to hear that poem recited by that power 98 Dj..
you know. haha..give the listeners something to laugh abt..put a smile on their faces..hahaa
then after sending i waited..and waited...anndd waited. i was like WAD DA HELL?! i waited for like 45 mins lah. hahaha..

She

2006-04-18T10:28:00.000-07:00

"She"

She...

She screams in silence

A sullen riot penetrating through her mind

Waiting for a signTo smash the silence with the brick of self-control

[Chorus:]Are you locked up in a worldThats been planned out for you?Are you feeling like a social tool without a use?

Scream at me until my ears bleed

I'm taking heed just for you

She's figured out

All her doubts were someone else's point of view

Waking up this timeTo smash the silence with the brick of self-control[Chorus]EHHHHHH,AHHHHHHHHHH!!![Chorus]

haha..just a retarded song by greenday like 4 years ago. Don worry its not like santanic or anything their just acting like immature kids. hahah..woah like i damn mattured like that..

haha..jk. I just like the lyrics...

So good at keeping me wondering, and wondering...and wondering

haha

2006-04-16T05:44:00.000-07:00

so 15April..Easter vigil. i had a nice time with my friends.hahaha.before i left the house i was like SHIT wad to wear! cause all my friends were gonna wear formal..i was searching high and low..then i opened the closet look up and the next thing i knew it i was enlightened! like as if there was a bright light appearing from heaven.jkjk..then i looked to the ceiling and said Thank You lord. hahah..jk.
Anyway i started of late..i was walking up the stairs of church then i saw these 2 guys( henrietta's cousins) walao they stare at me until like wanna fight like that.stupid "Ah Beng" wannabes.. like as if ah beng DAMN cool like that..hahah. still can wear the same billabong t-shirts. so lame.
well.The mass was like 3 freaking hours. but it was alrigth we were like clapping damn loud and laughing at each other on the Altar.. then my friend managed to take a snap of me looking into the camera during mass as well.haha..im gonna post that..along with the many other retarded photos we took that night.

okay on to today..hahaha..went for this scrabble competition. dont get me wrong though i didnt want to get myself into this. i thought i could get through by just going and not qualifying.. because my teacher pulled me into this..but sadly, even though i truely suck at the game, my team somehow qualified.and today i was trashed. but it was fine cause i saw my friends there.
oh yes..i forgot to tell abt how we went there(marina square Scrabble competition finals) we met in school then this indian teacher drove us there.. at first there was loud tamil music...i was like SHIT!..controlling so badly not to laugh...then he changed to some classical music. i was like phew! then he said thats his kinda music..then he asked wad kind of music we listen to..and he thought our fast music was some what like his..tamil dance beats!

hahaha

2006-04-14T07:15:00.000-07:00

so today was a boring day..hahaha.not really, i was hanging out with my friends in church.. for those who think im a liveless fool who hangs out in church. F*$k off. HAHA..im being cruel.. anyway..ya we were hanging out in church cos some of us had to make sure there were enough boys for GoodFri Services..then we had catclass room all to ourselves and we turned the air-con on to like super cold...haha..then we played soccer in the room.hahaa..mad boys! i hate shy ppl.. hahaha..i dont noe why i just said that but ya. i do.. anyway,yeah tml is easter vigil and some of my friends want to wear formal but i have no idea wad i wanna wear..hahaha.. sry people for such a boring post..i'll type something more interesting next week..

hahha

2006-03-29T02:20:00.000-08:00

the other time i went to some KTV place cause it was my cousin's birthday..then they started singing all sorts of songs..i didnt really enjoy the chinese songs but there was 1 that got stuck in my head the very next day..Tong Hua. hahaha..i started asking all my classmates wad that meant and i found out that it means "FairyTale"...even though i didnt noe like 90% of the words i still enjoyed it and i manage to find out wad the song meant..WATCH THE VIDEO. hahaha..you probably watched it before but i really like it. then there were many english songs as well.hahah
and yes! i did sing..hahah a only a few songs like stand by me,there she goes, some Ronan Keatin song and a few spicegirls songs..hahah.yes spicegirls. some of their songs are quite nice..hahaha. Dont get me wrong i didnt sing those spicegirls songs alone my cousins were like getting high and they we sang together..hahah.then my Dad Started singing..HAHAHA. he could reach some high notes.hahah..surprisingly. looks like my old man can sing.haha...anyway cant type for long gotta go start on my homework! hahah..my bag is flooding with homework..in fact i can see the worksheets spilling out right now...hahah. Ciao!

people

2006-03-17T02:26:00.000-08:00

yeah..so i think there are many different kinds of people..there are those who just enjoy irritating others. they'll spend their whole life irritating and taking advantage of others..even when theres no one to impress or no one to make laugh..they'll still irritate and try to bully.
and then there are those who are just damn funny..its like so worth spending your time with them cause they make you smile and feel happy and all..
then again there are those who try to bully and irritate you until one day they start to realise that your a nice person to talk to then they'll stop.
On the other hand there are people who are just really really nice people.. you'll be able to tell that they are comfortable being themselves around you..you talk to them for a while and the next thing you know you just wanna be really great friends with them until the day you die.
like when i played scrabble at some competition..haha. i met this girl..we played just 1 game and now we're like friends. hahaha. wad can i say i love these people. hahaha..okay im being retarded..yeah and those people who are reading this now..dont worry your definitly one of them..cause anyone who would take time of to read my blog is definitely worth it..

haha

2006-03-11T06:23:00.000-08:00

Hahaha! Yay! holidays...haha. So like its finally a one week break but everyone seems to be sad and down.Wad the hell man...theres like tonnes of homework. and like i finally found a present for my friend after quite a while of searching..hahaha. its like a nice jacket. Damn. I would have bought it for myself it i wasnt looking for any presents..I bought myself a milkshake. and i felt like a loner cause i was walking alone.. hahaha.it was a last minute thing. Everyones like doing homework while im sitting here on this wooden chair thats hurting my ass..

...

2006-03-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

be my escape.
break down this wall,
of awfull fate.
tear apart into streams
like a slithery snake,
lieing awake,
in awfull fate.
pull me through this
I'm bleeding deep red,
keeping silent within,
in awfull fate.
I cant bare to share
somethings you wouldnt care.
In this cradle of fate
I lie, watch and wait.

bad day?

2006-02-17T19:45:00.000-08:00

the other day i went to look for my crumpler bag.. i brought like hundred bucks..then when i saw the price tag i almost cried! it was $159.. after that me and my friend went to like 2 different topshop outlets and i didnt find anything..then we went to taka KFC..we were eating halfway then this dumass security guard came to close the shutters in front of us.we were like Uhh! asshole making us go the long way..so we walked to the other exit.and there he was closing the shitty shutters. lukily it was like an electronic one..closing very slowly. so we decided to run out.. at that moment i felt like i was in a Mission Impossible film or something where i had to run and slide through the close shutters.. for some reason i could see an aunty standing with her back facing me.. she was like looking at the thing closing..then as i was bending down to go through she stuck out her hand and not noticing she wacked my face! i was soo embarrased... after getting out of that place i realised there was another exit just nearby and it wasnt closing at all...i was like Shit! despite all the crap i went through i was still eager to get my bag..whether it was crumpler or not. so i went to the projectbloodbros shop thinking they had nice bags but they were all damn ugly... it was nothing but great depression. hahaha!

yeah

2006-02-05T08:53:00.000-08:00

hey anyone up for cheaper by the dozen 2??? hahaha... im on a movie marathon!
last week I not Stupid too,this week Cheaper by the dozen2, next week? i dont know...
hahaha!

haha!

2006-01-27T00:26:00.000-08:00

yeah finally im posting something...after quite a while.
hahaha! just came home from school. im really touched that some ppl actually bother to follow up on my blog...sometimes i receive emails from ppl i dont even noe.there was this email sent to me by this guy John Gonzo or something like that.. he's a park ranger in some other country...and then theres ppl like sheryl and haziqq who constantly tag my blog...thanks guys.

some funny pictures....

2005-12-22T09:57:00.000-08:00

if u cant see clearly it says sushi in the red circles..

the Vocation Camp

2005-12-14T11:20:00.000-08:00

there i was together with Pete and Russel...nervously waiting for the Brothers to give instructions...anything to keep us from stoning there,stereotyping others..we were getting freaked out by the different ppl from different ministries, unfamilliar faces.

Then we had ice-breakers..i got to noe a few guys...from different churches. i realised that myself and pete were the youngest there... after a short talk by Fr.Val we had an hour long break. the other guys decided to play soccer...i couldnt help but inviting myself to their little game of soccer...amazingly i managed to score a couple of goals.. I had a great time at the Major Seminary.. the food was delicious and the Brothers were friendly and funny..

i discovered that i want to work with youths next time when i grow up.theres this Joy in doing so... during one of the talks, it occured to me that God sent me to this camp for a reason. but im still not sure whether this is trully wad God wants for me..then when they were talking abt calling.. i had a flash back...it was abt 2 months ago when i was kinda depressed thinking abt this girl...my friend Noel suggested that i go to the chapel before mass to "talk" to God .. so i did..
i just kept asking God Why? Why must this happen to me? why cant i be with that girl?
then during mass, it was gospel acclamation to be exact...they sang Alleluia! then in between they said something abt a Different Calling...straight away i felt better!

dying tree...

2005-11-23T02:18:00.000-08:00

one of my friend's drawings...haha...damn nice!
whose heart is that???

nice song

2005-11-23T01:42:00.000-08:00

"In My Eyes"

You're graceful, your grace falls, down around me in my eyes. You're lovely, your love leaves, So easily in my eyes.

Another day left waiting, alone in my room with no calls from you.

So I call you up, but you let me down, falling down around everyone except yourself.

I thought that this would never end, things were so clear but they fell through.

High hopes of problems never failed, thinking of the best.

You're graceful, your grace falls, down around me in my eyes.

You're lovely, your love leaves, So easily in my eyes.

Another day left crying, with you in my room with nothing left to do.

You say that it's not right, you said its over now.

Stand still annoyed with no one around.

I thought that this would never end, things were so clear but they fell through.

High hopes of problems never failed, thinking of the best.

You're graceful, your grace falls, down around me in my eyes.

You're lovely, your love leaves, So easily in my eyes.

You're graceful, your grace falls, down around me in my eyes.

You're lovely, your love leaves, So easily in my eyes.

say no!

2005-11-17T23:35:00.000-08:00

say NO! to cigarettes...

this is called "the poem"

2005-11-17T07:55:00.000-08:00

her breath warms my heart..
her love is as strong as my fart..
i feel weak inside whenever i see her..
cos her presence is as strong as adolf hitler..
i like the way her fringe bends to the left..
the words coming out of her mouth can heal the deaf..
not because she has really bad breath...
but because of everything else...
i just wished i had a second chance..
to show her my robot dance..
hahahaha...

im like F@*k care...!

2005-11-16T10:53:00.000-08:00

hahaaha...i live to my friend's moto: fuck care!
it all started when i was going after this girl...she was hot, she wasnt chinese eurasian but she was hot! haahaha...well ok... now i wish i never got myself to go after her...u should noe wad happened during that period of time...yes only if u r a guy lah that is..hahah
and now im proud to say that i live to my friend's motto,Joshuae,f@#% care..

yeah!

2005-11-16T09:32:00.000-08:00

haha...okok...so i realised i suck as this skimming thing..haaha..i tried my best...